Saturday, October 31, 2009

bringing the sexy

Went to the family doctor on Wednessday about the ankle from hell. She agreed she thought it was still broken and sent me for more x-rays. The results came in on Thursday:
"Persistent fracture. No signs of healing."
Which I pretty much knew already. Why the cast was taken off two weeks ago is beyond me.
So they called the fracture clinic and were told I would have to wait to see the original ortho surgeon...who is on holidays until Nov. 12th!!! Can you believe how fucking stupid that is!?? I obviously told them there's no way I'm walking around uncasted on a broken ankle for another two weeks. So yesterday they sent me to the ER, and I now am sporting the sexiest look of all which I'm hopefully linking to a pic on here if I can figure it out. WTH happened to being able to post pics on here...!It's quite the contraption, hopefully it helps this damn ankle heal soon; I really want to drive again some day!

update: linking did not work, you'll have to copy and paste the link here in your browser to see the damn thing, sorry :

http://mypictures.bell.ca/view/uploads/details.do?lsdb=7&elementID=7843920257&subretailerid=BELLM&containerID=2150341121&page=1&retailerid=BELLM

finding my way through the labrynth...

Well.
Thursday did NOT go as expected.
A came over and was even hotter/ more gorgeous than I remembered. We talked, caught up etc...then other things....and those other things did not go well, let's just say. It's weird how you can have the best sex of your life with a person, then a couple years later the total opposite with the same person. How can that be? It was very nice to see him though, and I have to say that beyond the shadow of a doubt, I am over him finally. It's hard to explain: I just wasn't feeling it like before, like he's a completely different person than the one I loved. He's a nice person, and absolutely one of the most gorgeous men I've ever seen, but there's something missing. He's not the geek I fell for. Ah well, closure is a good thing! This/he has been hanging over my head for the last 8 years. I was really worried I wouldn't be over him if I saw him again in person, but I am. Yay!
D.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Is it getting hot in here?

No, I think it's just me.
The risque emails I did receive today...hooboy!
I think there will be gratification this Thursday...with any luck. I didn't know it would go this fast with Alex.
All I know is I've never been so hot for anyone as I am for him.
D.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Sunday funnies

Well, that's a misnomer, because there really wasn't much funny about today. It was a beautiful October afternoon. I was, of course, stuck indoors.
Yesterday I attempted to walk the two blocks to the store on crutches. TWO BLOCKS. It was a fucking nightmare. I had to take many, many breaks, and stupidly thought if I brought the grocery cart home I wouldn't have to carry my purchases. Not realizing that it was downhill most of the way home. Have you ever tried to hobble with a crutch under one arm, the other on a grocery cart trying desperately to rein it in while it quickly gains speed going downhill and being urged on by semi-high winds? While having to take constant breaks for the aching pain you're feeling in your ankle, and nearly being blown off kilter every 30 seconds by the wind/acceleration of said grocery cart? I was crying by the time I got home and won't be repeating that experience any time soon. I go to the doctor this Wednesday for this damn ankle and I hope to god they can do something about it! That's ridiculous; they've obviously taken the cast off too soon.
Received a couple of emails from A this weekend; apparently he has the flu or something.
I made homemade veggie soup today that was delicious. I feel like all I do is sit around on my ass which is gradually or not so gradually getting fatter from sitting on it constantly and filling my face.
I have a majorly busy week ahead of me. At least it will keep me from sitting around and eating from boredom!
D.

Friday, October 23, 2009

crankypants

It's dismal, foggy, rainy and cold outside and in my heart currently. :P
It's been a weird week. Slightly depressing; boring.
Today I got another Alex email....changing his mind again. WTF. Men are worse than women with changing their minds, I swear.
D.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

drunk dialling

Drunk and....I came clean, and I don't think it's probably good.
That's all.for now.
D.

Monday, October 19, 2009

anticipation

Well, I finally made a decision.
I'm going to see A tomorrow. Well, A is coming to see me, rather, after work. I'm actually really excited/trepidatious at the prospect; it's been so long and we always had such amazing chemistry. So nervous!
D.